The Leaving Day

The Leaving Day

by Ruwaida Abd

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The book reflects some people's feelings, who are suffering from love. Even after their lover left them. They still in love with the person who love and keep their feeling inside their heart after days.

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ISBN-13: 9781468505887
Publisher: AuthorHouse
Publication date: 09/21/2012
Pages: 54
Product dimensions: 5.00(w) x 8.00(h) x 0.13(d)

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The Leaving Day


By Ruwaida Abd

AuthorHouse

Copyright © 2012 Ruwaida Abd
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ISBN: 978-1-4685-0588-7


Chapter One

      The Leaving Day


    From the first day of leaving,
    I start suffering.
    Tell me, baby, will we have
    One day, another meeting?
    We were sharing everything.
    Now, I addict crying.
    It's not just a broken heart.
    You kill me, exciting.
    A week or a month passed.
    I am still for you waiting.
    Everything surrounds me
    About you is asking,
    Will it always be like that?
    I am tired of dreaming.
    Can we repeat everything?
    So we start planning
    To meet each other.
    We are planning.
    With every beating
    My love is increasing


      Bus Station

    The bus station was the beginning
    Of our love, our story, and our happiness.
    It was rainy day.
    We were holding umbrellas,
    Faces full of sadness.
    For a moment, I stopped thinking,
    Trying to hide my weakness.
    My life was just suffering.
    Now it is going to be fresh.
    Living my day without meaning;
    Living inside my aloofness.
    Waiting—what does waiting
    Mean for a heart full of tiredness?
    Baby, baby, for whom am I calling?
    One person, so no more of aloneness.
    It is time for love and dreaming.
    There is no place for darkness.
    My days start lighting.
    My baby's voice is full of sweetness.
    Any step toward love is scaring.
    My heart holds illness.


      Love

    Love dose not have definition.
    It comes without any preparation.
    It brings exhilaration.
    You cannot take any action.
    It does not have any solution.
    You take someone's attention,
    Then fly with your imagination.
    You lose your balance and position.
    Sometimes you are sad or having a celebration.
    It does not have any alteration
    So, you curse it or it becomes your adoration.
    For that, you cannot find explanation.
    Maybe you are not ready for adaptation.
    Every thing comes without expectation.
    You lose you domination.
    In every beating, there is revolution.


      Judgment

    Is this your punishment?
    Please be careful with your judgment.
    Your heart was my achievement,
    Trying to win it with arrestment.
    I show you are my concernment.
    The relationship is finished in one moment.
    You break the attachment.
    I do not want to hear your announcement.
    I see in your eyes enjoyment.
    Let me be ready for my embattlement
    And collect my pieces after the astonishment.
    I know I will live in your confinement;
    That is my heart's commandment.
    Give me reasons before your movement.
    Calm down, I do not want an argument.
    Everything has an amendment.
    Even relationships need betterment.
    Maybe we can have same arrangement,
    And you will be generous with your treatment.


      Question

    May I ask you a question?
    Take your time for preparation,
    But remember everything has a solution.
    What does our separation mean?
    Can I get an explanation?
    We shared sadness and celebration.
    Together we built our decoration.
    You know, your love is my medication,
    And I have love addiction.
    We killed our mission.
    There is no more association,
    Sacrificing to build our institution.
    But in one vibration,
    We destroyed the creation.


      Visitor

    I know for your heart, I was a visitor.
    Our love was a play, and you were a good actor.

    Every role you acted perfectly.
    Every scene you did easily.

    Faith does not exist in your dictionary.
    You can remove anybody from your memory.

    How many people, in love you kill.
    The number you cannot tell.

    I wish the best for you.
    And I will always remember you.


      Our Relationship

    On my bed I am sitting.
    Our pictures I am holding.
    Our memories I am reviewing.
    For our meeting I am waiting.
    For our love I am crying.
    For this ending I am wondering.
    On the rim I am standing.
    The thought of being alone is scarring.
    Every couple I am envying.
    About you I am asking.
    To rebuild our relationship I am planning.
    Everything that belongs to you I am keeping.
    You take from me everything.
    You give me nothing.


      Slave

    You treat me as slave.
    I never liked how you behave.

    Enough is enough.
    From now on I am tough.

    No more sacrificing.
    No more respecting.

    Because of you, I shed a tear.
    Because of you, I live in fear.

    You just like to take.
    I was, for you, a piece of cake.


      Eyes

    Your eyes have a lot of meaning.
    It is hard to understanding.
    One side has a lot of scarring.
    The other side is full of dreaming.

    Inside them, there is a flame.
    If I love them, nobody can lay blame.
    They are different; nothing is the same.
    I hope these lips call my name.

    You eyes sparkle my way.
    They give me a bright day.
    They make the sadness go away.
    In my steps, I sway.


      Night

    Many things happen at night:
    Laughing, dancing, or lovers fight,
    Waiting for someone to give you delight,
    Refreshing your drought,
    Reducing your fright,
    Meeting your love, who makes your way bright.
    And hug your lover so tight,
    From this world, you go in flight
    Or cry under the moon's light.
    You lost forever your knight.
    You do not know wrong from right.
    You fell in love from first sight.


      Excuses

    Stop giving me excuses!
    How many times did you break my heart?
    You always were selfish.
    Now, I learned my lesson.
    You cannot be forgiven.
    I decide to leave.
    Separation is better for us.
    With you or without you:
    Both are same thing.
    Let me wake up from this shock
    And collect my pieces.
    Love scatters me everywhere
    And takes from me everything.
    My soul does not belong to me.
    My heart beats for his killer.
    My life does not have any meaning.
    My self is scared about tomorrow.
    Every minute brings a new thing
    That I cannot bear.


      Waiting

    Is love coming?
    How long will I be waiting?
    The time is moving.
    The years are passing.
    My days are wasting.
    The hope is waning,
    My feelings are increasing.
    My dreams are glowing.
    There is nothing interesting.
    Everyone is annoying.
    I am tired from thinking.
    My thoughts are growing.
    Something is encouraging.
    Every minute is pausing.
    New thing, new beginning.


      Far

    You are far from me.
    But every second brings a fresh beginning.
    You are not thinking about me.
    But every hour holds
    A new pulse of loving.
    Your nights do not belong to me,
    But my dreams bring a hope of meeting.
    Your choice was not me,
    But my love every day is increasing.
    Your breath is not for me,
    But my heart, for you, is beating.
    Your days are not for me.
    To survive, I am struggling


      Friend

    Friends: there are many friends.
    Some are amazing.
    Some do not know
    The meaning of friends.

    Some they stand up for you.
    Some they hit you.
    Some leave you easily.
    Some they make laugh easily.

    There are a lot.
    The number is increasing.
    You lost the truth.
    You find nobody beside you.

    They treat you nicely,
    Or cheat you badly
    So you look around you.
    Nobody is there.


      Farewell

    I cannot believe everything is done.
    I cannot believe from your life I have gone.
    I thought I was the only one
    Who would live in your heart.

    I lost my knight.
    No different between day or night.
    To win your heart, I always fight.
    Now everything finishes.

    What from love I gain
    I lost, even my brain.
    Honey, life is a chain.
    Tomorrow is your turn.

    In that time, remember me.
    And remember what you did for me.
    Everything done for me
    Will happen to you


      Valentine's Day

    It is a Valentine's Day.
    Everyone is celebrating.
    All the places have been decorated.
    Many stores are selling gifts.
    A lot of people are buying them.
    All lovers have a date.
    They bought hearts or flowers.
    They prepare some words.
    They dress up for this moment.
    I envy every one.
    Only I am alone,
    With my hope and candle.
    No gift, no words.
    Everyone is happy
    On this special moment.


      Numbers

    Life is just number.
    We are born in a number.
    We die in an unknown number.
    How many friends do we have?
    Is it a big number?
    How many love me for myself?
    Is it a small number?
    How many hurt me?
    I cannot count the number.
    They surround me for benefit.
    Everyone wants something.
    No one is honest.
    Few are loyal.
    When they need you,
    Every minute they see.
    When problems happen,
    No one is standing for you


      Kingdom

    I lost your kingdom.
    Nobody can win your princedom.
    It was random.
    My choice for you was not wisdom.
    Will I return to my freedom?
    No, I will stay in your serfdom.
    For my heart, you are heirdom.
    You always are my stardom.
    You show me love seldom.
    With me, we were boredom.
    With you, I lived slavedom.


      Gift

    Gift: what does gift mean?
    It changes the feeling.
    It makes you smiling.
    It grows your happiness.
    It is between lovers,
    Or mother and daughter.
    You buy it for Father's Day,
    Or Christmas's day.
    Maybe it is just a card,
    Or it is diamonds.
    It does not matter.
    It is a gift.
    Do not hesitate when you give.
    It is worth it.
    It is a gift,
    So you will be happy.
    And others also,
    Because it is a gift.


      A Message

    Be a peaceful person.
    Hear the voice inside you.
    When it calls you,
    Do not hesitate.
    Follow it.

    All of us we have a message.
    Someone needs you.
    Someone waits for you.
    No matter where you are,
    Just follow it.

    What you need
    Is just plan.
    Talk to yourself.
    Listen to yourself.
    Hear the call and follow it.

    Do not waste your time.
    Every second means life.
    You are born for a reason,
    And that reason,
    Needs you to follow it.


      Sell

    My heart is to sell,
    It is not beating well.
    My tears become a rill.
    Every day, they spill.
    Nothing works; not any pill.
    How many before me did you kill?
    How many into your love did fall?
    That was the worst call.
    Our story is so droll.
    You make my life a hell,
    But your pictures still
    Hanging on the wall.
    Your goals to fulfill.
    Nobody your heart can thrill.
    In abusing, it is ill.


      Painful

    That was really painful.
    Your love was harmful.
    I thought it would be colorful.
    Life is meaningful.
    The relationship was not peaceful.
    Every minute was stressful.

    Now, go your way.
    There are no excuses to say.
    In my heart you play.
    Let me live my day.
    All are created from clay,
    And we will return to clay.

    The bells of farewell is ringing
    The last song, we are singing
    To darkness, I start drifting.
    The dreams are killing.
    So, good-bye I am saying.
    There is no more staying

(Continues...)



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Table of Contents

Contents

The Leaving Day....................1
Bus Station....................2
Love....................3
Judgment....................4
Question....................5
Visitor....................6
Our Relationship....................7
Slave....................8
Eyes....................9
Night....................10
Excuses....................11
Waiting....................12
Far....................13
Friend....................14
Farewell....................15
Valentine's Day....................16
Numbers....................17
Kingdom....................18
Gift....................19
A Message....................20
Sell....................21
Painful....................22
The Place....................23
Jesus....................24
No Replacement....................25
Dance Floor....................26
Hand in Hand....................27
You....................28
The Pen....................29
Anniversary....................30
My Birthday....................31
Songs....................32
Die in Your Hands....................33
Iraq....................34
Safe....................36
Night....................37
Your Love....................38
Satisfied....................39
Fadi....................41
Happy Accident....................43
About the Author....................45
About the Book....................47

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