Table of Contents
Foreword Dalai Lama vii
Preface ix
Part 1 The Hope and Optimism of Youth
1 My Early Childhood in Kham 3
2 The Journey from Kham to Lhasa 9
3 Life in Lhasa 15
4 From Lhasa to Kalimpong 27
5 Schooling at St. Joseph's Convent 33
6 St. Joseph's College, Primary Division 43
7 St. Joseph's College, Middle Division 53
8 St. Joseph's College, Upper Division 61
9 A Visit to Lhasa 65
10 Back to School in Darjeeling 73
11 To Delhi with the Tibetan Delegation 77
12 A Brief Stopover in Bombay En Route to China 81
13 To China with the Tibetan Delegation 83
14 Back in Kalimpong 93
Part 2 Enormous, Imminent Changes in Tibet
15 An Official in the Tibetan Government 107
16 The Enemy at Our Door 119
17 Tragedy at Shegar Khunlung Jangthang 127
18 In India with Foreign Minister Surkhang Surpa 131
19 In China as an Official with the Tibetan Delegation 141
20 Back to Tibet after the Signing of the Seventeen-Point Agreement 147
21 The Return of the Panchen Lama 161
22 The Sadutshang Family Separates 169
23 To China with the Dalai Lama and His Entourage 173
24 The Return Home 183
25 Tense Times in Lhasa 189
26 The Dalai Lama Visits India for the Buddha Jayanti 193
27 Last Days in Lhasa 201
28 Farewell to Lhasa 209
Part 3 A Refugee and Stateless in India
29 A Refugee in India 217
30 An Appeal to the United Nations 227
31 A New Democratic Constitution 237
32 Financial Responsibilities in the Exile Government 241
33 His Holiness Visits Japan and Thailand 249
34 The Plight of Tibetan Refugees in Bhutan 253
35 Promotion and a New Portfolio 265
36 Changes in Chinese Government Policy 269
37 Over the Years 273
Index 281
About the Author 297